You know how they say everyone goes through a 1/4 life crisis right before they're about to graduate university? I'm going through one. I've come to the realization that I love talking and writing about tv. But not tabloid stuff. I could not hate tabloids more. I do love tv production and much to my surprise I'm not in love with programming right now. But I attribute that to the fact that I was going mostly paperwork at this job. My contract ends next week and it's not being renewed because Alliance is on a one semester per intern policy. It's stupid as hell. So now I'm confused. I interned at the tabloid show - hated it, the movie publicity firm - liked it but it was toxic, plus I liked it mostly because I loved my boss who promptly forgot who I was the moment I wasn't her intern anymore and I'm not really feeling tv programming but maybe that's because it was at the food network.

Lately I've been reconsiderng my schooling. I wonder if RTA was the right place for me, if I would have been better suited in journalism or even political science. But considering I hate formal essays and hundreds of pages of reading I doubt PS would have been for me either.

I know one thing, I want to get out of Canada or Ontario at the very least. I've been sheltered here, I need to get out and see the world. Maybe write about what I see.

I'm just confused. Is anyone else feeling this way?